We have been together again for almost 9 months. Of course I'm glad that you're back - at least at first. Now, I'm just wondering if we should stay together.
Separating from you is one of the hardest thing to go through in my life. I surely don't wish to experience that again like I did before. But I'm not sure if we'll stay happy together; maybe there's something better for me out there, a better life in which I don't need to care about whether someone like a boyfriend (you) likes me or not. I'll be completely free of those thoughts, God, I dreamed of living a life like that.
Then again, I have no idea how would I do without you in my life. You don't make me whole, but at least you make me feel contented - sometimes.
So should I go? Or should I stay? Only time will tell.